Wow....

I'm convinced that there is something psychologically wrong with me!



Why is it that the hardest thing for me to do in the day is stay awake...and yet when night comes I don't want to go to bed. I'm ready to take on the world! It's 4:00 in the morning and I'm sitting here writing a blog! And looking at Impressionist paintings! Who does that?! I do that, that's who! There's one really good one by Vincent Van Gogh (isn't that a cool name...I love the v's). It's called The Church at Auvers-sur-Oise. Annnnyway...



It's the ninth/tenth day of the 40-day P.O.H. fast (depending on whether you consider this Friday or Saturday) and I have to say...I broke it today! lol But I'm really excited about all the things I'm believing God's going to do. All the things He's begun! My <3's>with Him. He's my closest friend. He knows me better than anybody...my mom...my sisters...me... I've just gotta say, I've always heard people talking about how they're trying to "find themselves." And I always thought that sounded so silly..Now that I'm at that college/transition sort of stage, it seems a little less odd, I guess, but I still know one thing for sure. The thing about finding yourself is that you can't find who you are if you don't know who God is. See, God's the Creator, and we are each a piece of His Art. How can you understand the Art if you don't know the Creator? It's like...the more I know about God, the better I understand myself. I'm free to try new things and risk failure and rejection if I know that my identity is not in my performance but in Him and who He is. And the Bible promises us that He does not change! He's the same yesterday, today, and forever! And He is LOVE! Look it up if you don't believe me!



Okay...it is now 4:09. Tomorrow is a busy day! Goodnight world!